This is a rather broad statement but I'll make it anyways:
Christians might be the biggest problem Christianity faces today.
How many times have we heard people outside the church comment on the person inside the church as their reason (excuse?) for not giving their life over to Christ? For not entering into a relationship that offers them life? I don't think that even we, as Christians, have to look many pews over (or possibly even past our own seat) to find church attenders that:
- are unfaithful to their spouse, either in practice or through pornography
- abuse their children
- take payment under the table so they don't have to report the income on their taxes
- use God's name as a curse, or even worse, use it as a place holder in conversations without even noticing
- spend their time criticizing and undermining pastors, family and friends
- drink in excess
- generally live a private life that doesn't match up with their public one.
In fairness, let me say that there are many wonderful Christians who live a whole-hearted life for God. But for those looking to find a flaw in the faith, let's be honest and say they probably don't have to look far.
I don't think, though, that this phenomenon is uniquely Christian. It might be clearer to say:
Humans might be the biggest problem God faces today.
How many times did God rebuke the priests (and the nation) that didn't uphold his laws in the duties of their office or the privacy of their homes? I think it's simply human nature. I think we could look at any major world religion and find people that say they accept its teachings but live a life that ignores it.
It happened with the religious leaders of Jesus day, too.
Then the Jewish leaders took Jesus from Caiaphas to the palace of the Roman governor. By now it was early morning, and to avoid ceremonial uncleanness they did not enter the palace, because they wanted to be able to eat the Passover. (John 18:28, NIV, emphasis mine)
We know the expression about having our cake and eating it too, and that's exactly what was happening here. The Jewish leaders had been looking for ways and means to arrest Jesus for days, weeks and months. Caiaphas, the Roman-appointed high priest, made no secret of the fact that he wanted Jesus dead. They brought false charges and lying proof. They manipulated (and ignored) the legal system of the day. They broke the law to get their way. BUT even in their scheming and their ambition to see Jesus phony trial come to a death sentence, they still wanted to preserve their appearance of piety. They wanted to be able to sit down and eat the Passover meal - one of the most important celebrations of their year. And so they stood outside Pilate's house with murder in their hearts and the law they had written in their backbones.
I have to shake my head at the image of these men sitting down the next day to take part in a feast that was meant to remind them of God's mercy through the blood of an innocent sacrifice, when they had just sacrificed an innocent man but would never see the mercy his death offered. I suspect the dark circles under their eyes that day came not from a late night of trials and meetings, but from inside, a shadow of the darkness in their hearts. But to a casual outside inspection, they still looked righteous as they lifted the cup and sang the songs of Passover.
And God granted them the grace of time to change their minds and accept the sacrifice He sent on their behalf.
Still, too many times we try to live that way too. Saying one thing, living another. More captured by the religious rites than the relationship with God. Keeping our faith in the closet beside our best Sunday shoes. And not seeing it as a problem.
But God loves us enough to give us time to make a better choice.
I don't want to live that way.
What about you?